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hi guys..! this is the last blog that i'll post..! I'm so happy because im going to my country :)) yeahhhhhhhhh ..! nd im so happy that we'll have a long vacation..! so i hope you guys all can have fun. I hope to see you all on next semester :) Byeeeeeeee

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Thank You Elaine & Marissa because you guys helped us a lot.!

Bye
Muahhhhhhhh

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hi guys..! I feel so perfect today because things are keep changing the way that i want to :) I feel so good i cant stop myself. I wanna do something, dance go advanture land, hang w/ my friends and blaa blaass..! So Thats why im going out now yeahh ..! Im going 2 brklyn with my friends.Iknow that i'll have fun so bad:)) soo hope to see u on monday last but least :)
Luv Ya
MuaHhHhH :*

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I was so sad today Because i couldnt pass the exam..! IT was so hard for me to handle it .. OMG..! I wont say anything.. Thnx to ERcu.. n my Boyfriend ..! They tried to make me feel good..! so my boyfriend said if u pass the other test u can take the writin' again..! so he told me the rules little bit :) n we are gonna study together if i pass the others..! I talked to Hector ..! I feel better now :S

Exam..!

I was so happy today after exam..! When I went out I saw my friend. He is in college. He said if you didnt wrote 5 parag. you wont pass..! :(( Marrrisaaa plz comment today I wanna know.. Because if its true i'll kill myself so let me know..! i wrote my essay 2 times and i checked that 4 or 5 times :S i fixed my mistakes and everything..! I was thinking that i could pass,but now :(( uhuuuuuuuuuu :'( ..! Anyway i was with my boyfriend today he said its ok. You are here for 8 months and you are doing well and he also said if you cant pass, I'm sure you'll pass next year and blaa blasss ..! I was complaining because he wrote 6 parag. and he was so sure to pass..! I said Wyhh Are You gonna pass and I wont :(( He is level 4 im 3 He worked hard and deserve it.. I hope we both can pass..!

So I hope You all Guys Did Well on Exam :))
See You 2morrow
Muahh

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Hello Guys.. I had a great time today. Everything was perfect. It was great to try another foods from another countries. I tried to eat from all foods so i like them :)..! it was good to be with you and others .. I cooked something which is roll there is cheese on it. We call it Cigara Borek..! I hope you all tried my food ;) If you dont i'll do it another day :) I was happy because everybody liked my food ..! cristina showed me the pot and it was empty :)) hahahah so see you guys tomorrow...

Good Luck Guys for Tomorrow..!
Muahhhh :*

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Hiiiiii

Long time not writing blog n long time no see you guyss ..! i had a problems with my family which was diffcult to handle :(( ..! Im good now. .! anyway School is going to and sooon :)) yeahhh .! What are you guys gonna do ?? Im going to TURKEY-Yeah :) its not TURKEY ist TURKIYE ..! and i miss my mom so badly n my brother and my niece and everybody that i know :((( but im going backkk ..! and im so exiceted about placement test I hope we all can pass ..! muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bye

ahhhh ..:S

Im so bored noow. .! life sux. I think everybody has problems. Maybe little maybe big,but i think we should try to solve and fight for the prioblems .! Specially summer is uppp yeahhh ..! Lets go to the beachhh, barbacue, picnic,six flagsssssssssss have funnnnnn guys ..! I went to the barbacue lest sat...! it was so much fun i had a great time with my friends and sis :PPPP we always fight, but its ok i luv my sis ..! hehehh dont tell her that ..! sooo see u gguysssss B.B

Hiii ..!

Today is Fridayyyyyyyyy yeahhh ..! I'm so tried n sick.. I have no voice to talk but im still talking :)) .! When i got home I'll watch a movie that i rented 5 days ago :)) today is the last day so ..! I planed to go out w/ my b.f n his friends, but plans are changed now ..! soooo i'll enjoy my fridayyyy in my beautiful home ..! I think i'm going to cook for my dady and for my sis. Anyonee wanna enjoyy , call me before u come :P;pPP heheh Byesssssssssssss ..! see u on mondayy ..!

Today is wednesday :)) I want spring to come so fast ..! we are in april and weather is going to cold :S OMG ..! but anywasy guys Firday will be 64* hyahahahahha :)) yeahhhhhhhhhhh ..! I hate winter,but I love summet ..! hot weather , pool, beach :) and everything ..! Specially summer is the good time for Love :) Soo u all tomorrow ..!

owww, and actually I'm so exiced about tomorrow ..! I hope everythig'll be good ..! bye

What a Bad Day :S

Today I woke up at 6am in the morning I took a shower and got ready .... blaa blaaaa ..! so I was on my way to school , my older cousin called me and she asked me to go there ..! they live in NJ ..! i asked why and she told me the reason i just went there i was sooo scared because there was somethin wrong with my younger cousin..! i was with her all day long :S I'm still in NJ ..! i'll go home after we eat ..! By the way I have 3 cousin here :) one of them 32 , 2nd one is 30 and the 3rd one is 27 :) heheheh I went there, and I miss a lot :..! but why did I go there ? the reason was soo bad .. but know everythin is okishhhh ..! soo See u 2morrow :)

Last Day of Spring Break

Hi Guys ..!
Today is last day of spring break ..! I had a great 7days vacation :) So i went to play tennis today .. it was so funny OMG ..! and we went to the movie it was so great ..! anyway I miss you all ..! see you tomorrow ..! everything was fineee, cool, and good..!

Renataaaaaa Long time no Seeing each other :P for 2 days ahahah ..! ?

See You Guyssssssssssss Muahhhhhhhhhhhh

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Hi long time not writing Blog :)) heheh sorry ..! my spring break is so perfect :.. I'm having lot of fun with my friends ..! i miss you guys ..! I hope you guys all having fun huh ?? ..! I know some of you guys working so hard sorry :(( ..! thiss week i went my friend's house with Renata and Samantha :))) we had a lot of fun heheh ..! and i shoped a lot OMG :S ..! and we went to the manhattan yesterday with Renata and my 2 friends .. We ate first , then we went to the Hookah bar for water pipe , and we went to the NJ OMG sight was so good there :) you should see guys ..! See you all Monday ..! Byeeeeee

LaB :))

Hi Guys ..!
I'm done with my lab assingments :) I had so much fun today ..! Today is the last day of school .Yeahhhh :)) We are having a break for a week ..! I hope you all enyoj your break ..! See you guys april :)) I'll miss you ..! yeahhh We are going to NBA's game :P:P with Renata on april 8.! I hope you all will have fun ..! byeeeeeeeeeee

I'm Back :)

Hello ..!
First of all Sorry Marris ..! Because I couldnt write a blog for a long time ..! I was so sad for 1 week or more ..! because a had a personal problems and everything :)) So now everythin is ok..! I'll wirte everyday ..! Today wasnt good for me , because I went to the doctor , can you believe it I stayed there for 2.5 hours :S OMG..! I was about to kill myself right there, my father stoped me :P hahaha ..!! I'll see you guys tomorrow :) Kiss Yaa ..!

TiRed

I'm so tired today ..! i just wanna sleep that's all ..! My friends called me and they asked me to go out , but I don't feel like going out :S:S: I think I'll sleep :)) ..! Owww Today is my Brother's BIrthDay :)) I Love him So muchhhhhh :))))) Thanx God he is in my family :) He turned 25 ..! I miss him a lott ..! So Byeee Guys :*

2nd Semester ..!

Hi Everyone;

I had a great vacation for 4 days ..! OMG We went to the Cheese Cake FActory Staurday night with my friends , and line was too longggggg..! So dont go there for saturday :)) then we went to the D&B sameeeee thing happened again ..! so anyway Everything was perfect ..! Especially I slept more and moree ..!

So First day of the semester was good :) We changed teacher.! I hope Everything will be fine..!

So See You Guys Tomorrow :) I Kiss You all Muahhhhh :*

InTernational Sutdents PAnel :)

HeLLo Guys ..!

First of all Thank You Elaine..! I had a good expirience today :) I think the speech was so great, fun , and interesting ?? I wasn't excited that much , but middle of the speech something happened that I dont know :) i was so nervous for 2 mins :) and I was okay rest of the speech :)) ..! There is another thing that made me happy today is Ms.DEcuba ..! she was asking us question today remember?? i was here for high school like 1 month and i left because i was child ,and I couldn't do it without my mother :)) hahah ms.Decuba use to teach me little :)) when i saw her we hug each other like 2 times :)) heheheh Soo I think everything was great ..! Love You u Guys :)

I'm So Bored :S

I'm So bored right now :S ..! I just wanna go to the mall to shop :S and I wanna do my hair something really differnt :S So I did my HW..! there is nothing to do ..! and my hand is better I took of the bandage ..! I called my father and i asked him for money :D He said you spend too much and yelled at me :( I told him that I'm sorry and i wont ask for money again ..! he hung up phone on me :D and about 10 mins. later he called me and said come over i'll give you money :D soo Y?Eahhhh I'm gonna shopp ..! take care guys see you

BaD DaY EVEr :?S

Hello Guys;
I couldnt come to school today because of my hand :S I had a fight with my lovely sister ..! Bigg fight everrr :S She hit me so badly and i hit her after all we stoped fighting ..! We sat down and didnt talk at all .! an she started to cry because i hurt her so much :(((( I felt so sorry I tried to hug her and say sorry but she said get away from me :(( I got so mad ..! after all i went to my room and hit the wall in my rooom ..! I was so mad because i made her cry :S so I hurt my hand so badly ..! she said dont move your hans for 24 hour , I was home today and My sister was with me :) we make it upp :)) now we are so good ..! I'm writing with my left hand :)) other one out of orderr hahaha :) LoVe U Guys :)) Seee you tomorrow :)

I'm So Sad

Hi Guys

I'm still awake it's 2 am in the morning .! Icant sleep ..! i'm online now talking to my friend and we are havin fight so badly :S I just wanna kill him..! :'(( HE is so special for me ..! He is my best friend but he is in love with me i dont know what to do ?? I know him for a long time ..! I met him 8 years ago ..! he is so kind and cutee :) I love him but only as a friend ..! nothing else :( What should I doooooooooooo :((

mY BaBY :)

This is My niece :)) Her Name is MELiSSa(ilayda) she has a 2 name
My brother&Melissa Together (I think my brother looks ugly here. If he heard about This he can kill me :(

My Older Sister, Melissa & and My Mother :)

She(my niece) is one of the most important people in my life. I Love her so much :) I think she is so cute ..! We call her MS.Sapient as a nick name, because she knows more than she has to know :) she talks too muchh,she asks too much ..! she wonders about everything ..! One day She asked my brother about his girlfriend, and my brother told her that they broke up and they dont want to see each other again .! She told my brother "It's okay. You know you are handsome..! and do you know what she was so ugly for you. You look like a model" she was trying to relieve him :)) I miss her a lot ..! She is trying to learn everything, she asks about how my mom cooked the food , what she put in to the food , how long it's take her to cook and blaa blaaaa s :S she doesnt like wearing pants or short ..! The only thing that can make her happy is skirt actually not a skirt MiNi SKiRT :) and her skirt has to shake with her when she shakes :)) hahaha ..! Sooo It's engouh about my niece ..! see you guys in school :) Love You ..! mueahhhhhhhh

HooKah BaR WiTh FriEndS :)

Its me and ERcu :)

me, Renata , My Sis., and Her B.f

Hello Guys ..!
First of all, I miss all of You ..! I'm having a great vacation :) ..! so I hope You all have a wonderfull vacation :) @ valentine's Day, I was out With my friends :) We went To eat something first and had so much fun :) ..! than We went to the bar I mean Me and My friend :) only one of them , because we didn't want to go with others :) Thennnnnnnnnn Sundayyy We went to the hookah bar ..! We had so much fun I think :) I add pics that you can see above ..! Monday&tuesday I sleepover my friend's house :) I cooked for them , we played card games , and Silent film :) I hope you all know about it :) ..! I'm Home noow ..! I have to take a shower ann go sleep because I'm so tireddd ..! See you guys later :)
(and there is more pic. But i think its enough :)) hehehe )

My Mother :)

(First of all ..! I was High Little Bit haha and That's Turkish Raki What We are Drinking :))


I Love My Mother More Than Everything ..! We Just Don't Have a Mother and Daugther Relationship. We are best friends at Same time :) I can Share everything that I want share With my Mom ..! She so considerate person ..! When I had First Boyfriend I told Her , and she just told me that " Be careful and Let me know everything because I don't want you yo get hurt" When she told me that I was about to Cry ..! First Loveee , first Love ever that I shared with my mom and last :S anyway ..! She is So Special For me :) In my country, perents are strict Little bit , so children or adults whatever most of them can't share everything with family I dont know Why ..! But I think I'm So Lucky Because I have fantastic mother :) She is So wonderful ..! Even My friends were telling their stories to my mom ..! My Best friend who lives in Turkey , one day she huged my mother and cry for 20-30 mins. ..! My mother and I have shared everything. I LoVe You MoM , Thank You for your comprehension,patience,friendliness and Everything that I dont remember for now ..! You Are The BEst ..!

Music ..!

I Don't Know How To Start. I just want to write something :S I want to talk someone and later I deciced to Write :) So I was Listening Music That We Call it Slow ..! It's Slow motion Songs and Makes you sad sometimes ..! I Love Music So muchhh ..! Music MAkes me happy all The Time ..! I don't know why but I can't not stay away from the music :) When I start My car every morning I'm looking for my Cd's and Choos one of them :) Isn't it incredible that Something Can make you Happy and same thing can make you feel so sad :S sometimes I'm Listening music and Feel So happy And I can't Stop Myself and Dance all the time :) and sometimesss I'm Crying so badd and can't Stop myself ( I don't Like crying But sometime I do as You do ) ---- :) I Love Music So muchhhhhhhh ..! It's one of te Best things in My life :)

SnowY Fun Day :)

Hello Guys ..!

Today I had so much fun :)) Frist We went out For to eat , and when we were eating we had so much fun at all ..! after all we went to the shopping center =)) hahaha and Do you know What GirLs ..? I think men hates shopping and I hate them When they do that :)) hehehe ..! WE went into some store and ercument was with us ..! he started complaining at the second we get in ..! I found some towel to wear like a dress, but not a bathrobe =) and I showed it To My friends and they started launghing ..! and ERcu Get Shy ..! Because We were talking about how to wear it, and what will be happen If you wear it after shower ..! it was kind a funny to us ..! soory ErCuKKK =) ..! and then he was saying lets go Tucen I'm going to show you something and stuff like that and he took us to the car :(( ..! and aftell all we took Ayse to her home :S It was very trickyy ..! We got Lost After we drop her off :(( We were about to kill each other with Ercument =)) and in shiopping center I messed up music player and It stoped working I just ran away =)) uahauhau I had Fun today ..! So See You Tomorrow I Love You ..!

WaRinG ..! :)

Hi Guys ..!
Me againnnnnn Yeahhhhh :PpP ..! I Love Each comment That You wrote to me ..! thank You all ..! We were talking with Ayse and Ercument today , and I heard something from Ayse about ercument's comment ..! I think he put gril as a Girl for some comment or blog ..! and we were making fun of him ..! and I tell him that I'm gonna find that comment or blog and write comment about you ..! and he said to us " I have to move it before You see or comment =)) hahahah it was funny ahhahaha ..! I'm Still laughing =)) And Do you know guys I wanna know all of you in personal , and I wanna be friend with all of you .! so we can spend time .and we can have fun all together , Let's comment each other and start talking in class :) Mueahhhhhh See You Later ..! Love YOu ALL

I'm Dying Away ..!

Hi Guys ..!

I'm So Sad Today, and I Don't Know Why ..? I Think I'm Missing Something in My Life ..! My Mom ?? But No she is Allways With Even She is Not here I aLLwaYs FeeL HeR Hands on My Back ..! School .? Nooo I'm Go School Everyday :S ..! Friends ?? No I Do Have engouh Friends, and I Love ThEm So Much ..! I Think I'm Missing BF(Best Friend) and LOVE :S ..! I Need someone To be with me everytime as a Friend. I wanna Laugh with her/him , I wanna cry,hug ,protect each other And simple things like this ..! And LOVE :'( ..! I Need Someone who really will Love me and put a smile on my face ..! I wanna Love Someone as Like Me ..! I wanna Cry For Him ..! I'm Not Sure about What I want,and Why I'm So Sad ..! and ..! It's very common question..? ~How can I tell I'm in Love..?~, but It's not easy question to answer ..! So I just Wanna Sleep noww :S I don't EvEn know Where is My mind nowww ooooo Godd HeLp MEeeeeee :'(

BeST SunDay EvER :)

OMG ..! I'm So excited now ..! B.C I really need To take a shower and sleep before my father gets home =)) ahahahah my friends come over to my home today ..! I just told you this morning the weather was so good ..! so We just had a party like a Street Party :) we drankk and I think I'm high Little Bit .! I'm Sorry Elaine you are reading this too but :S anyway I think I didn't do anything bad :))) euhuyheuheuh ..! We Danced , we played VolleyBall <Kiss Yaa And Love U all :)

SunY DaY :)

Hi Guyssssssss :) The weather is So goodddddd todayy oMG its so shiny outside :)) come on eeverybody you should go out today and have some fun ..! There is School Tommorow ahhhh :S ..! I Wanna Go To PicNic ToDay but i dont think wheather isn't that good :) so i need to find also to do ..! I'm So happY today and i just dont know Why ..! and do you know what am I thinking know .! I hope one day we all can have a good friendship so we can all call each other and make plan for a day ..! I Wanna Do something exciting for today :) ..! so I'll write you Tonightttt ..! HaVE FuN GuyS :) LoVe YOu ^'^

SaTuRDaY =))

MMM..! LasT Night (Friday) I just Slept so early b.c i was really tired of school and stuff ..! Today i woke up at 12:00pm :) ..! i had fight with my sister as allways ..! we are allways figthing and i just dont know why..! I think thats the important rule for being a sister, fight fight and fight for everything ..! After we decide to go out and we made plan with our friends ..! we went to play a pool table it was so much funnn , and we went to D&B we played such a childish gamesss and it was so much fun =)) and we went to rest. to eat something ..! end of the day we went to Friendlyssss to eat ice-cream mmmmm!! i LoVe ice-creamm love it love it love ittttt soo muchhhh :)) i just had a good SaTurDay :)) i Hope U guys had Fun for Today :))See U GuY MonDay in School :) iLovE Yaaaa

HaHaHaHa =))

LooK GuYs WHaT i FounD ..! i Think ThiS PreeTY cooL,FunnY AnD TRuTh =)) hahahah HoW Do You LiKE iT ???

HeLLUuUUuUuUU :PpP

Hi Guys =))
I just dont know how to start i d0nt wanna talk ab0ut myself f0r n0w !! I'll write s0mething h0w was my dayyy :S ..!s0000 I meet my sister after school we ate something together and i just got home ..! i took a showerrrrrr after I got home ..! I turn on the computer to write my blog and i was thinkg about what to write ..! my phone just rang after 10 min :) my friends called me and we went out togetherrrrr ..! we went to ice skating =)) that was so funny hahaha we just fall down all togetherrr :S what a shame Right :D ..! after all this disgraceful things we went to have dinner all together and we just eat and i got homeeee finallyyyyyyyyy :)) im so tired i just wanna sleep so badlyyyyyyyy ..! KiSS YHaAaa muaHhHHhh ...!